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Something at the Core of Me

Mon Dec 15, 2008, 11:27 PM
Figured I'd say a bit more about what makes me human.

Some of you may notice the name beneath my nickname, "Eagle." It's my real name, on my birth certicifate and everything. It's a Native American name, though I am not Native.

Long story short, I didn't give it to myself and neither did my parents. I was -born- with it.

I have hardly ever told anyone -why- it's my name. It's a story I hold close to my heart. It speaks to my spiritual beliefs, which can't now be called by any name. Not Native, not Christian, not Bhuddist, not anything I have seen a name for. I am spiritual, but I don't use it as an excuse to do or be anything. I just do what I feel is right and live largely guilt-free, unburdened by what others want me to be.

I have been with a woman for getting on ten years now. She was raised all over Asia as her father was a Christian missionary for most of her childhood. She had many unconventional experiences there, some of which her father corroborated for me before he passed away. I have no reason to doubt her veracity.

One such encounter involved a creature called a "Penanggalan": [link]

I have found no names for her other experiences.

So when a story like this comes up [Burglar: I was held captive by ghost for 3 days [link] I think there's a pretty good chance it's true.

Have you had any unconventional encounters?

  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: Douglas Preston and Licoln Child's "Reliquary
  • Reading: The audio book above.
  • Watching: Not much. Too much work.
  • Playing: Mirror's Edge, Tomb Raider Underworld
  • Eating: Ravioli.
  • Drinking: Plenty, thanks.

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:iconbeastguyver:
Aside from bizarre dreams that had physical evidence after I woke up not much. Once I saw green fog rise from a field and some patches would form into floating skulls of vapor. A few psychics have told me I'm watched over by several spirits. Well one nasty nightmare I won't retell since it usually gives other people nightmares. But no dangerous encounters.
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Nightmares can have their own power if we let them.

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"Half the world is laughing at the other half, and folly rules over all." - Baltasar Gracian
:iconbeastguyver:
well the biggest problem is I'm not sure it was a nightmare and not me looking at something I should never have looked at in the first place.
:iconsqarr:
Whichever you believe will be true.

If you don't believe it was something, they can't get you.

--
"Half the world is laughing at the other half, and folly rules over all." - Baltasar Gracian

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